:: Huh! What so good about him?! ::

Berkali-kali gue jatuh cinta…kadang-kadang gue ga tau alasannya kenapa. Kenapa jatuh cinta ama orang itu…….. Kadang temen gue nanya: “Huh! Why him?! What so good about him?!” I merely was smiling. I don’t know how to answer that..i don’t even know the reason. Sometimes I just answer: “I don’t know, just like him!” Bzz…zzzz..zz…
Isn’t it true that sometimes we don’t know why..? or we just don’t know how to explain.

Ada orang yang menyebutnya sebagai chemistry – unsur kimiawi tubuh, naaah I don’t buy it - I don’t know what it is (gue bahkan hampir ga lulus pelajaran kimia)
Gue pernah baca satu artikel, bahwa bau tubuh sangat mempengaruhi perasaan kita terhadap seseorang. Bukan bau yang terdeteksi langsung oleh hidung, tapi lebih berhubungan ke hormon. Daym! Still I don’t know much about hormone. Might be it is just an excuse from some genius crazy peeps who thought there is always a reason for everything happens in this world. Dan kemudian lagi mereka bilang ada satu jenis hormon yang meningkat empat kali lipat, didapati dalam tubuh orang yang sedang jatuh cinta sama jumlahnya seperti jumlah hormon orang gila! On other hand, are you trying to put that idea on my mind when I’m falling in love means I’m crazy? (phiew! I denied I’m crazy – a lil freak perhaps)
How about love at the first sight? Some people believe this, some others not. But, isn’t it the most excuse we use to heard? How can you love him/her without knowing much? I don’t know it’s about feeling, we defended. Uh yeah….!

Baru-baru ini gue jatuh cinta ama seorang cowo, yang hmmm….in general – not my style. Not just from his appearances….but we barely could talk! Ditambah dengan personality-nya yang pemurung, tambah bikin gue pengen cepet-cepet kabur. Tapi herannya, tiap kali ketemu dia….gw bawaannya jadi deg-degan! Nah lho. Isn’t it weird?
Then, few days a go….temen gue curhat nih. She slurred about her husband (nippers of wine made her so) Dia bilang apa hebatnya sih suami dia yang ga seberapa kaya, kurang romantis, pelit tapi bisa membuatnya jatuh cinta and can do anything for him?
Gue sempet terdiam juga beberapa saat…..and then I answered: hmmm..mungkin elo ngerasa dibutuhkan olehnya? Iya juga sih, she replied – when he got sick only when I near him he feels better. And he admitted that only me who wants to hear all his “craps” about his lousy work. Dang!
Feeling wanted – needed….probably is the reason. Really? When the 1^st time you met him/her…..we can tell from the way he looked at us made so – love at the 1^st sight. The way he wants us.
Or maybe, he reminds us of someone we admire or adore. Rambutnya yang menghabiskan setengah botol minyak rambut dan disisir ketat kebelakang ala mafia – lengkap dengan kucirnya, mungkin mengingatkan kita pada kegantengan Antonio Banderas. Atau kata-katanya yang romantis – does it hurt, and angel like you fall from heaven to earth? (gue dapet kata-kata ini dari Mini) – mengingatkan kita ama Leonardo de Caprio dalam film Titanic. Or his eagle eyes – feel naked – remind us of hero of the dark, Batman! Whatever…. Kalo gue sih, I like a man who act like a real man, treat me like I’m a lady…. I’m easily vain to hear his exploits! Huahahahaha…..

Anyway, those memories -rekaman akan suatu atau seseorang yang membuat kesan- that buried deep down our sense pushed out to make us liking him. Even sometimes, kita ga inget ama semua rekaman itu….tapi tetap semuanya tersimpah rapih di dalam kepala kita. So anytime the trigger has comes – here we go- memories ‘sneaky’ come up!
Maybe, that’s an explanation for what we feel as love at the first sight. Or it’s a better replacement for ‘I just like him’ word. Maybe....juuusttt maybe. Hmm then I wonder he – the man I mentioned before – remind me to whom? Uhmm Beauty and the Beast movie?!?